={ this night always falls again And these flowers will always die }=

Plans, oh the plans.

2008-11-08T18:28:34Z

The Christmas season is vastly approaching which as you know my dearest son means my work loads about to double. Well the election didn't turn out to badly I must say, even with Rip in the hospital and Shiba on Albedo's part I still managed to do as ~~you~~ I wished and get a seat in the senate. Not to shabby.

I do hope I don't regret this later, combined with the work I already have for the foundation and all. Ahh I've said ti before I'll sleep when I die. No worries from me. I take that back I do have one very big worry but I'll cross that bridge when it comes.

FAMILY meeting in the dinning hall at 7pm sharp, Either you you try and skip out on me...well clearly I know where you live, clearly. AND there WILL be punishment, this is very important to the future of this family.

Ahh, I really should check up on the casino again but I feel Jr. is capiable of that...maybe I need to look into hiring a secretary.

-Gaignun Kukai

Your a slave to money then you die.

2008-10-27T20:37:00Z

Albedo, ~~Rubedo~~ And Junior. An emergency has come up. Rip is in the hospital so I must go to her. I do hope that I can trust you two with the company for a few days...

Call if you need me I will keep the phone on anyway.

I really wish I had cleared up that stupidity you caused with 'cheating' Albedo, this will be just beautiful to explain myself with she is in agonizing pain....what flowers do you recomend me take Albedo?

Lady Hellsing, I must cancel our plans to attend the opera this week. This is a far more pressing matter.

-Gaignun Kukai

How on earth...

2008-09-13T11:47:11Z

Well you know you've been working to much when you lose track of the tabliods and forget your own birthday...I really need to invest in some time at home. Haven't heard from Jr. or Albedo in a few weeks and that always leaves me uneasy... Like they are up to something. It's not so much each alone I worry about its them together...

They are both vicious enablers.

27 years old...god I thought i was older then this...Back to work for now.

-Kukai

Never wanted to dance with nobody but you!

2008-08-16T11:12:14Z

Ohh my Byakuya Kuchiki, it has been forever since we last spoke like civil humans. You take this friendly company rivalry to seriously but I can not contain myself any longer I simply must congratulate you and the lady commissioner after all she is quiet the lady. Maybe now I will not be the only one with a child. ~~kufufufufu~~

~~I do remember what you said about me a few years ago Mr. Kuchiki~~ I do have to say you need to be careful though sir, She may be beautiful but don't you know what beautiful woman bring? It has been forever since you had a womans touch isn't it? you dear wife, she was such a lovely creature. Surely still missed. ~~bwhahahahaha~~

But Miss Helling I ....ohhh Mr. Borgia's on TV...

~~HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~

Miss Hellsing, I know you must think me cruel but I assure you I am not. So you wish to still join me for this weeks orchestra or shall i just send the tickets to ~~your boyfriend~~ Kuchiki?

ALBEDO! BREAKFAST! LETS GO! WAKE UP JR.!

-Gaignun Kukai

Sunday morning rain is falling and Im calling out to you.

2008-07-22T16:29:38Z

My I can hardly believe it has been almost a month since I was allowed free ~~signed myself out~~ of the hospital, I am feeling finally back to full health, better then before even, all of my work is caught up and my son has vanished yet again. Lovely how Jr. just runs off on his adventures and leaves his father to worry.

Why do I let those two women let him do as he pleased? I may have spoiled him to much. Oh well. moving right along. Miss Valentine I will be requiring you later tonight shall we say around 9pm at that nice French place midtown? We have much to talk about in regards to your business ideas. They are very original and I would like to know more of how you plan to make them work. Do not disappoint me. I do not give second chances when to comes to work.

Albedo; that wasn't fucking funny. Next time, I need not threaten you. You already know.

Also it has been something I noticed for awhile but choose to ignore but now I must feel the need to bring this up, Miss Van Winkle, are you upset with me? It has been almost two months since I last laid my eyes on that beautiful face of yours. So if I have displeased you please let me know.

-Gaignun Kukai

Ps; Commissioner Hellsing, Would you happen to be free Friday evening around 10pm?

I know he said I'm crazy.

2008-06-24T18:34:11Z

This is by far the single most boring experience of my life. I am not going to die most of the hemlock has been removed from my blood stream...so I look like a corpse and they are trying to study my migraines...I hold I am beyond well enough to return to work. I am wasting far to much valuable time in this hospital bed that I could be spending at work...Or with Jr. Which ever works. ~~Wow I sound like a bitch wen i write it that way~~

Seriously if I see one more John Hughes movie I may actually accomplish the blotched suicide this time...why on earth do they have only these channels? I cant even watch CNN or anything at this point I would settle for Comedy Central I really don't care anything is better than Life Time and this 80's bullshit...I lived through this Do NOT make me relive through it! I hated it then too!

....Was it just me or did Carinal Borgia skip this week? the city must ahve nothing to offer or hes still upset over Miss Hellsing.

~~DEAR SWEET U-DO! I NEED NICOTINE~~

-Gaignun Kukai
[ooc; Slashes are Hackable

I‘ll be coming back baby, I‘ll be coming back for more

2008-06-04T02:12:51Z

Well Shiba, as much as fun as that was, lets never do that again? I could barely concentrate at work the next day. I do appreciate the company though it was very nice, as Albedo hasn't spoken to you in awhile, how would you like em to give you our address so you know where to find him? He's a bit down lately and could use some company.

I cant believe I let her in here though, engaged. I would have never seen lady Luck to be the marrying type but cest la vie. It is not like I care anymore after how she messed things up for me then I shouldn't be concerned now, still it is a bit depressing to know such a brilliant woman is stripping for a living, It makes me want to so something about it but I am not the man she's marrying and I need to focus more on the woman in my life. Yes I need to be more concerned with Rip.

...yes Rip, when would you wish to see me next? we can go to a place of your choosing, maybe the range though I am not as good as Junior, I can hold my own.

-Gaignun Kukai Sr.

Oh, what can one say?

2008-06-01T00:26:51Z

My my I have grown so found of Mr. Borgia's news posts, mentioning Clay Aikin's artificial insemination of that elder woman. My He touches subjects most of us tip toe around, I find him rather amusing ~~until he mentions me, if he does thats when I will not be pleased. Though all I could really do is sue for breach of character. And that's a douche bag thing to do~~ It was odd however watching his broadcast with Albedo instead of Jr. sometimes when he takes these trips I realize how much I actually miss him.

Speaking of Albedo it would seem he and Jr. got in some kind of argument before Jr's trip and just like in our childhood my brother is clinging to me, strange as it felt back then ti still feels strange now. I do wish they would quit fighting and we could have a peaceful week in the household with out screaming or hurt feelings.

Rip, Do you mind if I call you. This is going to sound strange...I may be able to help you with something. I wont disclose that here. ~~father, your obsessions may come in handy for once.~~

Also, Mr. Udou I would like to finish that conversation with you at your earliest convenience. Do bring some of your photos with you as well, I thank you in advance.

[private to Goyjo]
I am quiet sure you remember bring thrown out of my casino in Las Vegas not to terribly long ago so I need not introduce myself, but I would like to speak to you. Business you see. Dont worry its nothing terrible. Please don't respond here, call and tell me where to meet you. Cross has to many hackers.
[/Private]

[Private to Faye]
Miss Valentine,

It has been ages since I laid eyes on you, but this is no pleasure call. I would like to offer you a job. Only you are capable of this job ma'am please don't respond here, call and tell me where to meet you. Cross has to many hackers.
[/Private]

-Gaignun Kukai Sr.

...If Albedo doesnt stop with that damned McCartney CD I will break it.

An unexpected opening.

2008-05-29T02:05:34Z

Miss Haruhara Haruko, it would seem I have an opening on Tuesday evening, how does this work for you? Please let me know at your earliest convenience. I can be reached at THIS number.

Another Sleepless Night.

2008-05-26T07:05:32Z

It would seem that my small trip to meet with Shiba once again turned into a full night event. having just brought Jr. in and put him to bed, the poor boy tired himself out before he even made his way into the cafe where we all were. I must speak with him about being out at such hours however, I don't know what i would do should anything ever happen to my precious son.

Away from that and back to the point, the Kira debate went rather well, Shiba and myself also pulled in basically anyone who walked into that cafe into this talk A Mr. Haru whom I must say has very good fashion, if only I were 10 years younger, alas. Aside from him there was the shock of the night, Miss Rip Van Winkle who graced us with her beauty and insight.

Shortly after Junior made his way inside, all we lack was Albedo and we would have had our Cross Family as Junior seems to be referring to Rip as his step mother a lot recently, I wonder why this is...Do I truly do so bad on my as a single parent and he never complained before when we were in Vegas, Is it the move that's changed his mind...or is it the return of my long lost brother? I think hes spending to much time or not enough time with him.

So apperently my son isn't happy about me announcing my respect for Kira so I hereby must retract my previous statements and hold no opinion on the matter and as for now I must plan out tomorrows plans with the commissioner.

-Gaignun Kukai

~~Viva La Kira!~~

Jr. and Albedo; My family.

2008-05-18T02:07:01Z

My family has been breached, my brother if he didn't have enough problems is now back in that pathetic excuse for a hotel. I wonder if I said something out of the way, either way would the both of you. please kindly QUIT AVOIDING ME!

Am I not the pessimist here? Albedo, your suppose to be hope, so lets make you hopeful. please be coming around sometime tonight and I will take you out. I would invite you Jr. but children can not get into the places Albedo need to go.

Either way on an outside note, the Kira case is becoming more interesting. I do think he will make a lovely god of this new world. He does a better job at killing these criminals then most people who do this for a living do, It also makes me worry less about my dearest Rip being out on those streets for her job. If Kira kills the villains less people are there to harm the law. Yes, this may be a bad thing to say before such an important upcoming event but I do support Kira.

I hope Kira kills that late night drunkard.

-Gaignun

PS; Miss Haruko, It seems I didnt see the email. Shall I contact you when I have time for us to go out? I apologize for returning a late response.

Which ever one of you...

2008-05-07T03:27:16Z

...It would seem I have won a date with one Haruko Haruhara. I apologize if I have misspelled that, please be letting me know when you would like this to happen.

In other news, I need to find people who actually wish to work at the casino. Jr. has been slacking with his work and I need to step in and see to it this is finished or just close the project all together. Goyjo, lunch is good for you tomorrow correct?

-Gaignun Kukai Sr.

I'm very tired now so i believe its time I slept.

Which ever one of you two smart asses decided to set me up on a dating show will be paying for this, mark my words. Let me rephrase, Rubedo. I think I like my suits, and just so you know I WON and that means I have to suffer a date with this woman, not that thats so bad, I really could care less. I care that Rip was there and she knows that I won. She KNOWS I will be going on a date with another woman, and she KNOWS were we live. Remember that next time you get smart.[/end]

I apologize for that most distatseful desplay last night, I truly had no idea until last night that I was even to be part of such a thing, I do hope this will not effect however it is you view me. We have already been through a lot and I dont want this to be what makes you finally decide its not worth it. please as soon as I have a day off lets spend it together? Does that sound alright?[/end]

I'd better shape up.

2008-05-03T10:41:45Z

Well, It was very nice to speak to you and know you are well Jr, though I still hold that I wish you to come home. You as well Albedo ~~Its too damn quiet here; I'm thinking far too much.~~ Also Jr, don't we own any movies without John Wayne in them? As par your instructions I have called Mary and Shelley and they pretty much told me I am on my own unless I go back to Vegas...so I have to replace my wardrobe on my own....

I would ask Albedo for help on this but I would rather not know how I look in those skirts he wears, but your request of something not formal and not a suit is very much throwing me off. In short; what is it you want of me? and no cowboy clothes either, I do have standards.

Other than that I am also planning to work on the other things we spoke about, just please remember I am not growing tired of you, I never could you will always be the most important thing in my life, with Albedo a close second. No your both the same, no one will ever tell me what I can and can not do with the two of you so quit worrying so much. ~~I doubt Rip would say anything against you and if she did we have enough for an arsenal anyway to hold up awhile.~~

Also, it was lovely to see you Rip. I do hope you enjoyed yourself. Try to be careful at work, this Kira seems serious; though I can not be to against him, he is doing ~~a better job then you~~ A good service to the city killing these criminals.

-Gaignun Kukai Sr.

....Fuck why is Grease here...

A supreme lack of midget.

2008-04-30T17:03:17Z

I have noticed in the last few days when I manage time to be home there is and has been a supreme lack of midget in our home, so allow me to state this, you will be coming home soon Jr. or I will be sending the tranny after you. Yes, I will allow my brother to make a fool of you in public, weight this in your mind.

Also; as it is now May, Death and War ponies have been returned to the stable. I would have thought you know me better than to kill your ponies, they were just having a vacation. ~~Mary and Shelley would have skinned me alive had I killed horses.~~

Rip; do you have plans Friday or Saturday?

Albedo & Jr.; Whatever day she is not free we will be having a family talk. Understood?

-Gaignun Kukai

Please be reading this....

2008-04-19T20:36:13Z

Where to begin with this...

First off allow me to state that my brother and son have a twisted sense of humor, I do wonder if this is sad sick cry for attention. I do again wonder if allowing Albedo to live with us was the best for Jr's sad mental state....I really shouldn't have allowed him to grow up without a mother, this is simply all my fault.

Second, if you can not already tell this is to void the sad joke my beloved brother and son have played. In short no Rip I am not homosexual, nor have I ever had a desire to be so. Not that theres anything wrong with it its just not something I see myself doing. So I ask that you please refrain from destroying my home or car until I return and we can talk this out.

Third, if you still do not believe what I have to say how about I make this up to you on Monday as i originally intended to see you? that is if you do not kill us all in our sleep beforehand. ~~not that I sleep or really worry with the number of firearms we own. we are such a lovely small army.~~

Fourth, Albedo and Jr, you are both grounded, yes older brother I am grounding you too if you want to act like a child you will be treated like one, please try and act your age. BOTH of you. I simply do not need this stress right now and this is giving me more than my share of said stress, we will be speaking when I get home in a few hours, yes I canceled ALL of my meetings and on my way back to Cross ALREADY. Thank you for messing with my work, I thougholy appreciate having to be your saviors.

Fifth, Albedo, Jr. Who are EITHER of you to speak on MY style of dress?! Jr, with your cowboy attire and Albedo, don't get me started! you rang from skirts to the "moth" suit! So I own ONE suit with a rainbowed collar. NEED I remind Jr. that Mary and Shelley bought it for me and badgered me into wearing it on MORE then a few occasions. If I choose to wear it then you will say nothing. ~~or I will burn your capes and chaps~~

To close this, please disreguard everything in the last entry and my dear brothers please let me know what the problem is....privately

-Gaignun Kukai

queen of the balls, some brotherly love is good for all

2008-04-19T19:08:55Z

Rip, I have something to tell you. I regret to inform you that I have avoided telling you something for quite a long time. I am enchanted by you, you're a wonderful person, but I am not romantically interested in you. I'm homosexual. I though you would have noticed by now, I mean, considering the way I dressed. This is not your fault, but simply a circumstance of my upbringing. I apologize for giving the wrong impression, this happened with my two closest assistants as well.

[ooc: Jr hacked Gaignun's journaaaal~ o/]

Such a warm returning.

2008-04-18T20:30:19Z

Jr, I don't know if you found your self amusing yesterday but rest assured I did not. And that simply means this is war. Yes this year I choose to fight back against your merriment. So do beware, and you will still be blocked from accessing my accounts until further notice. This also means no more presents or anything until I so choose, asking your uncle will not help at all. I could care less what he has to say.

On a side note, Miss Rip, I did make you a promise and now that I am back I should have an opening in my scedual Monday evening around 10pm, is this alright for ou if not please let me know. And also have you made up your mind on where you would like to go?

-Gaignun Kukai

PS; Jr, we also need to talk about the casino...and why it is practically dead.

Whats this?

2008-04-02T20:57:02Z

My; my Jr, have my eyes decieved me and you have not tried to trick me this year? No inked coffee? no bleached suit jackets? No faked deaths? Could you have begun to act your age my dear boy? I should count my blessings for this and yet I find myself weary of everything for fear of what you may do to out do last years 'give Gaignun food poisoning.' So as the holiday is over why dont you share with me what you've done so I can stop this paranoia. Shall we?

Also, Miss Rip, I shall be returning within the month. Shall we set a date for us to see one another?

A last note to the young girl Sakura, I do apologize for my earlier comments about Zombies, I was simply speaking of someone I thought was dead. I had no right or intention of scareing such a child as yourself, I hope you can forgive me.

-Gaignun Kukai

Ps; its really cold here...

I see a red door and had to paint it black

2008-02-07T01:29:22Z

Jr, I know I haven’t answered your calls in awhile and I apologize for that but I’ve been highly overworked with the paperwork for the Cross Casino you wish opened everything should be go for the launch on Valentines Day if that is still your wish, if not simply contact the girls and they will let me know. But that man has requested my presence again and once that’s handled I will be leaving the states for a few weeks.

The girls demand I take a vacation; I will be going to the Netherlands, Stockholm to be precise. I need to chase off these bad dreams and get some rest before I return to see you again, I do hope you do not hate me over this Jr. I simply am looking out for you. I hope everything’s okay.

-Gaignun Kukai

Rubedo,

I’m going to go find Albedo, if he is alive should he not be with us? I feel that It is on me to handle this as I should have known he was alive and gone back for him even if it cost me my own life. I promised you that day I would do everything for your happiness and I plan to keep my word by bringing you your twin back.

I have already been in contact with him via….snail mail, yes he wrote me a letter. So I will be meeting him in a matter of days. Please don’t worry yourself. If anything does happen to me I will make sure your well taken care of, I will see you when I can.

~~Please tell me Rip didn’t believe Albedo~~

I’m taking the new gun I bought for you with me, I hope you don’t mind. Oh well you cant miss what you don’t have.

-Nigredo

PS: I know what you did and your grounded when I get back.

......oh my

2007-12-08T02:02:49Z

...I saw something today...that should be dead....

...

2007-12-05T00:40:57Z

It would seem that Miss Rip is gone, I do hope everything works out for you please do keep in touch.

I seem to have lost track of time again but like Frank Sinatra said that life, wow….quoting that men damn I’m glad to be out of Vegas.

Also, I was left a message that a Mr. Gojo? I believe it how it would be typed was wanting to see me about a job in the casino? How this got to my voicemail baffles me but on that account alone I am willing to met with this man. So please name a place and time sir and I will met with you.

~~I have a feeling Jr.’s brought me to a city of crooks worse than Vegas….~~

-Gaignun Kukai Sr.

Lets start over, try do it right this time around.

2007-11-27T17:50:27Z

So sleeping didn’t really happen yesterday after all I ended up finding me and Jr. the perfect home, sadly it will take a few days to make it livable to Jr.’s standards, I do think he will enjoy it. A stable is included just outside of the Cross City limits but it will be well worth the drive to work if it pleases him. I have also already been informed by phone conference this morning that tomorrow between 3pm and 6pm I will be unavailable because another conference will be taking place. Jr’s going to be pissed, but there’s nothing I can do about that. I sold my soul for a three piece suit, so to say.

This Christmas is going to turn out like last Christmas….a bunch of lame gifts that don’t measure up because I gave him everything he wanted though out the year…which in turns ends with giving him a Hummer to make up for it… Jfjkfdsa;ihtruhrhgrrfl;

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Damnit.

How does one top the Durandau!

Anyway; I should get back to …~~Ebay~~work.

-Gaignun Kukai

Now it's three in the morning and you're eating alone.

2007-11-26T10:04:00Z

So I just checked my voice-mail and I already have two messages from home wanting to know if I have slept yet, people have no faith in me. I will sleep enough when I am dead, let me and my insomnia to have our peace.

I expected to get a much warmer welcome from Jr. than I did but then again he did choose to stay her for thanksgiving rather than come home to me, and he wonders why I didn't call after that. Either way I have just won an auction to get Jr. A 1812 Kentucky Long Barrel, I knew he would love it. He thinks I canceled the bid but because he never cares about what I write he will never know until I give it to him! Wonderful.

Because of this gun I have met a woman named Rip, a very sweet woman indeed. And no Jr. this doesn't mean you can jump down my throat because yes I was nice. after coming back to the cafe where Kr. Abandoned me to retrieve my ID Miss Rip helped me find the lost ID and I offered her a ride home for being so helpful. but i couldn't very well let a woman stay in that hotel she had so I brought her home
[PRIVATE UNHACKABLE]
Jr.,
I put her in my room so when you wake up I'll be in your room but I'm already looking into a house for us so I wont be here to long. I should really be already working by the time you wake so I should be gone.

And I'm not sick I'm recovering from the flu. so stop worrying. Its my job to worry for you.
[/PRIVATE]

Well I have developed another migraine so I should sleep now.
-Giagnun.

=VOICEMAIL=

2007-11-26T04:41:18Z

{RING BACK TONE}

Going Under-Evanescence

{GAIGNUN'S ELETRONIC VOICE}
You've reached Gaignun Kukai, leave a message. If this is you Jr. You already know the answer quit trying.

{ELETRONIC VOICE}

Please leave your message after the beep.

{ELETRONIC BEEP}